blog revamp 2.0

how's my layout so far? rasa macam fresh pulak bila dah update layout nih. I've been thinking of changing it long time ago, tapi takde masa.. (buat2 busy). So, bila dah tukar layout, rasa semangat sikit nak upload story baru.

I'm home now! Extend cuti sempena raya Haji. Rasa macam lama sangat tak stay lama2 kat rumah, dengan harapan I'll get some sort of "semangat" bila kat kampus nanti. Up until one point, rasa give up sangat2. Tapi, mesti kuatkan semangat! Sekarang dah takde supervisor around untuk push and keep me on the time line.. Semua kene arrange & buat sendiri.

Harap2 dapat lah gaji bulan 12 nanti. I've been penniless sejak mid August hari tu. Seriously, memang sangat2 hopeless sekarang. Harap2 tuhan permudahkan segalanya. Kat rumah boleh tengok muka budak anak buah, hilang sekejap rasa risau, susah hati, stress dan segala macam perasaan negatif tu. Nak recharge balik the energy, and hopefully when the time comes, I'll be filled with lots and lots of semangat! Gambatte!

Kat umah ni kejenye asyik mendonlod cerita. Sekarang mode tengah carik balik cite2 lama yg menjadi kegemaran masa zaman remaja dulu. cewah! cite With Love, Ice World, The Cave of The Golden Rose. Buat stok tengok sampai muntah kat kampus nanti.

tengok ni masa umur 13 tahun, and all of my friends thought that Yutaka Takenouchi is the most hottest guy in the entire milky way! haha.. memang suka dia sangat2 lah! lagi2 time tu internet baru nak berkembang, memang sesuai dengan cerita nih kisah pasal email.

tengok ni sebab Yutaka berlakon, again!

this one memang satu fenomena yg dasat dulu. Tak silap masa sekolah rendah. Satu family memang akan tunggu2 cite ni kt tv2 dulu. Skang ada tayang balik kt tv9 kan, but never got the chance to watch it.

thanks to google for the images!

it's all about consistency

no matter what you did, consistency is very crucial! without consistency, buat lah banyak mana sekali pun, takkan dapat result yg diharapkan!

I'm trying on a new hobby, more like an activity actually. And I think I'm trying really hard this time because I'm sick of starting over and over again! Penat kot asik buat benda yg sama, pastu stop tengah jalan, bila dah kene akibatnya kat diri sendiri, baru rasa menyesal dan terhegeh2 nak rebound. Oh, puh-liss Aishah. And it's more like maintaining this new activity for as far as I can, mind you. Pray for us..

It doesn't matter how excellent that method is, because the only successful method is the one that you worked on yourself! ;)

ok, good night!

I wish I was....

sometimes, I wish I was better at doing things accordingly..

I wish I could manage my time based on my priorities.. (sometimes I did success, but most of the time, I didn't! there was just too much distractions nowadays!)

I wish I could be as good as I was before.

yeah, things are supposed to make you doing your works / chores a lot more faster & easier, but then again, you've to admit the downsides as well.. *sigh*

I should stop from moaning and sulking, right? It won't help me at all. Instead, I should just straightaway doin' things I was supposed to do!

yeah, you go girl!

be patient

come to think of it, dlm hidup ni tak semua bnda yg kita nak konpem akan dapat. as you grow older, you'll think more of the positive side, even though sometimes you can't seem to deal with the fact that.. "nape org lain bleh dapat?" or "nape naseb aku je yg malang?"..

it is not malang or bad lcuk actually. it's more like you have to wait for the right time for it to happen. ye lah kan, bile tgok orang lain dapat or ade bnda yg kita nak sangat2 tu, mcm2 bnde buruk @ negatif kita akan pikir. up until one point, we'll feel like a loser, totally loser! tapiii... mmg betul org cakap, "knowledge is power!".. and how do you get that knowledge? of course from reading, reading and reading... continuously!

basically, learning is a process that you've to go through for the rest of your life. when you read something or anything at all, trust me, you'll find some of the reading is very, extremely useful for your own life. it'll be like... "ohhh, patut lah rezeki aku untuk buat bnda ni tak sampai lagi, sebab bila baca bnde ni, rasa diri sndiri pun tak ready.."

above all, God knows what is the best for you.. Dia x bagi bnda yg kite nak bukan sebab kite nasib malang ke ape, tapi sebab Dia tahu exactly things yg kita mampu buat atau tidak.. and kita dah ready ke belum..

so, be patient & bersyukurlah dgn kehidupan anda sekarang. there's always hope on the other side. you just have to wait for the right moment for it to strike!

p/s: gambar xd kene mengena dgn post di atas.