love story... happy & not happy ending..

when someone falls in love, no matter how young you say they are, it will happen. nothing can stop them from being in love with someone.

and when their heart is broken by the same love they possessed, the devastated heart cannot be imagined by anyone who never experienced it. the rage and the anger... and the catastrophic effects will stay, lingering around them forever.

so people, dont give love easily to someone who might broke your heart sooner or later. love yourself. i've been there, done that. and the pain still linger somewhere inside me. but there is always rainbow after the rain, u just have to find and wait for it patiently at the right time n place. and i hope the "rainbow" that i've found 2 years ago will keep on shining on me forever. ;) aminn..

byk kisah sedih yg berlaku dlm mngu ni dan mngu lepas yg melibatkan org2 dan kwn2 yg aku syg. hati dan mata hanya mmpu berkata2 dan melihat, ttp utk org yg rasa, perasaan tu sgt berat utk ditanggung.

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hari ini perlu lebih serius mmbuat kerja2 yg serius stlh smlm bersuka ria

oh ya, last night i managed to watch Tooth Fairy, where the main actor is The Rock! yeah.. it was fun and hilarious. gelak mcm nk pecah perot kot.. totally recommend this movie for those yg nk menghiburkan hati di hari minggu

take care guys.. ;)

sekarang hujan sgt lebat, br plan nk basuh bju. hmm, x jd la nmpk gayanya (alasan kot)..

ok, skrg mau mncari theme utk hp baruku.. hee~

later~

typing mode

anything can be done, anything at all, even that anything is next to impossible, we can achieve it! all we need is courage and determination, not to mention effort, endless sweating, thinking.. ya, finally i got the momentum to stand tall next to anybody that i felt "taller" before. Allah itu Maha Adil. today we see sadness upon us, but the next thing we know, there's great news.

kpd sesiapa yg rs diri tu sgt lebih segala2nya dr org lain, dan dgn bangganya menunjukkan lagak, sedarlah.. in the end we are all the same. we'll just be bones. what matters more is our heart, our nawaitu.

n kdg2 certain decision that we make, wont do us favor in other things. but it is our choice, and we have to bear it. kwn yg baik adlh kwn yg tidak mengubah kwnnya mnjadi spt ape yg dia suka, ttp bersama2 menuju ke arah kebaikan.

toodles!~

kalau la.....

assalamualaikum...
right now im all alone at my lab. mana sume org pegi ye? so, amek kesempatan la kejap nk update blog. ekceli sgt byk perkara yg bermain di mindaku. byk smpi dh beratur dlm otak ni utk ditulis dlm blog. tp apakan daya, daku tak cekap lg mengurus masa. ahahaha.. that's an absurd excuse, right?

erm, have u ever wondering at age like this, for instance, im gonna be 24 this year. pnh x korg rase korg cm ade krisis identiti cm mase muda2 dlu? i mean, when we were a lot more teenager inside ourselves? i do! pnh x bile umur mcm ni, korg rase "nape la aku x wat mcm ni dlu mase dlu?" or "kn best kalo aku leh jd cm die", or "kalau la...." dan mcm2 kalau yg korg rase korg ptt buat dulu.. i know, it is so immatured utk berfikiran mcm tu, sbb pttnye at the age of 24, taun dpn nk separuh abad dh kot, hihi.. i should think rationally rather than emotionally. tp kdg2 bile emosi tu dtg melanda, mcm2 perasaan rasa, rs x cantik la, rs diri serba serbi kurang la.. pdhal, if we look thoroughly at ourselves, kte ptt bersyukur sbb there are a lot more reasons that we actually way better than others.

n u know what? THIS IS IT! this is our future, our moment of being a successful adult in any way that we can achieve. i think i need a major changes in my life, regarding the way im thinking, the way i make decision, and the way i open up my heart to certain matters. satu bnde yg paling aku nk dlm idup ni, is being less sensitive! yes, i am a very sensitive person, n now i wish i could be more open towards anything in this life.. tanak rs kecik2 ati or sdih kt bnde2 yg x ptt..

and most importantly, this is my future now. maybe it is not as how i imagine it could be years ago, but i should embrace it and push my self to the limit.

creativity is vast.. there are no limitations! ;) example? sng je.. how can great person like james cameron created avatar that has taken that movie into a new level in computer generated characters? it all begins deep inside our heart, translated into our brains..and worked through every single drop of sweats..

till then~