emergency emergency

ok, I seriously need a good time management! not good, the best time management!

gambatte Aishah!

second chance

do you believe in 2nd chance? I do! bila dh umur makin mghmpiri level matang nih, ehem2, rs mcm byk sgt kot aku bermonolog. I've been thinking a lot! literally about everything. and lately, one thing that came to mind is when someone is given the second chance to prove something to others.

what type of 2nd chance that I got? well, byk sgt kategori yg aku rs aku bkn stkt peluang ke 2, ke 3, ke 4 dan ke berapa tah aku pn x pasti, tp yg pastinya, most of the times, I DID NOT appreciate the opportunity that God once gave me. x hargai ni bg aku mcm x teruskn bnde yg aku dapat tu dgn istiqamah, or in other words, continuity. bile buat something, mest sekerat je. pastu benti. pastu bila nk start balik. kne mule dari zero sbb dh lame tingglkn. it's like all for nothing!

contoh paling simple yg aku leh bg... hmm.. exercise! mcm joging!. cm aku, dh seminggu maintain joging, rentak joging pun dh dpt, kira dh leh lari satu kampus ni dgn selambanya, xd la nk terkapai2 menarik napas..pastu tbe2 aku stop, dgn alasan byk keje la, itu la, ini la.. bila rs jeans tu dh x muat ke, bdn rs berat ke, baru la terkedek2 nk start joging balik. haa, masa ni br la rs nyesal, marah, benci sume ad sbb x maintain joging. hahahaha.. eh, logik x contoh yg aku bg nih?

ok, smbung nnt la.. nk cte sket pasal joging nih.. ehem2.. skang nk smyg n buat pape yg ptt. ;)

till next time peeps!

peaceee!!!!!

happy is the key to everything! err, literally everything kot..

hi guys! hari ni kan, tah kenapa rs mcm dpt smgt baru pulak! even keje still x siap2, kene perli lg tuh ngan sv.. ahaks! tp sy rs gmbira! rs mcm skrg ni enjoy dgn my work, and rs bsmgt nk siapkn keje lab, n write a paper for publishing purpose! rs mcm dh leh wat 1 or 2 paper utk publish nih. i already got one paper already published, and now I think I want more! tp skang ni tgh siapkn paper utk conference dlu, br leh pk utk bnde lain.

but whatever it is, I think I'm happy enough with my works. :D this is the pic of me smilingggg.... :):):):):)

p/s: ada mcm adik beradik x? *wink*

me being the typical malay

hari ni rsnya buat kerja dgn bsungguh2.. kot? i dunno, but i feel like i need to feel the pain and the joy of finishing something that I write, regardless of the quality of "results and discussion" part. hehehe.. dh x sempt dh kot nk tuka or tambah result baru. i just managed to improvise the old ones, and hope it is enough utk kali ini. :-s

and I guess I'm just being me, a typical malay yg mmg suke sgt2 buat gheja last minit nih! mmg betul2 last minit, dan ditambah pulak kalau gheja tu xpe anta over deadline sbb ad org dalam yg tlg. muahahaha.. ekceli, rs menyesal sbrnye. byk kali kot dh bjnji dgn diri sndiri,

''Aishah, pasni ape pun keje yg ko buat, pastikn siap awal2 ye, xd la kelam kelibut, tensen semacam nnt."

and the result?? I am still being the typical me, typical malay yg mmg suke last2 minet pnye keje.

pastu rs menyesal dan sedih sbb tak explore betul2 kebolehan dlm diri. (-__-)

current worksation. thx to pihak desa sbb provide a larger table utk org yg super byk brg mcm sy ni.. wpun area dpn loker muat2 utk sy sorg je tgok cermin, belek2 muka, tp sy berpuas ati. time kasih lg skali ye :D

p/s: rsnye utk entry yg akan dtg, nk letak at least 1 image. bolehkah? let's cekidaut later.

late night wondering, thinking of....

I never thought that, at age like this, as for me, I am 24 years old already, still rs mcm ad mslh identiti.. mcm mase zaman hingusan dulu! hehehe.. rs x secure la, low self esteem la.. n mcm 2 lg la.. n i guess it doesnt matter whether you are 12, 20 or 30 years old, this kind of feeling ttp akan dirasai kalo kite x yakin dgn diri sndiri!

let's face the facts that they will definitely someone yg lebih cantik, lebih comel, lebih pandai, lebih kaya, n ape2 yg lebih la dr kita. and most of the time, we are too busy deciding who's prettier, richer or other -er rather than be grateful of what we have now.

kalau nak compare tahap kesenangan, kesempurnaan paras rupa, kebahagiaan keluarga, adalah lebih baik kita bandingkan diri kita dgn org yg lebih susah hidupnya dr kita, yg kehilangan sebelah tangan atau yg buta sebelah mata, yg keluarganya ad mslh peribadi.. sbb dr situ kita akan rs bsyukur sgt2 that we have a perfect body, not more, not less, a perfect family, and we still can eat at leat 2 times per day, compared to those who do not eat at all!

dan kalo nk compare our ability academically, kita tgok org yg lebih pndai dr kita, mcm mane die usaha smpi dpt result yg excellent cmtu.. so that we could make ourselves move another step ahead. ;)

pesanan utk diri aku sndiri, bsyukur dgn apa yg Allah dh kurniakn kt aku, sbb Dia xkn menguji hambaNya dgn sesuatu yg kita x mmpu nk hadapi...
smileee... sbb sekurang2nya aku ad anggota badan yg smpurna, and I have one perfect family. what more could I ask for?
love yourself for who you really are. be confident. be bold. be excellent! :)

p/s:utk org yg suke sgt kondem org lain, kau ingt kau tu sempurna sgt ke? ehem!