pelik dan penyek

happy weekend people! im not a morning person, so last nite i stayed up late and definitely woke up quite late today..hee~ my roomies share the same habit with me, so phm2 sndiri la kn..hehe..

last week's lab was quite impressive i might say. during the lab experiment, i found something yg menyebabkn my supervisor sgt bsmgt. u can say that it is a new discovery. well, i accidentally found it actually. if not for my lab mate who said that we should show the structure of the particles to our sv, maybe by the time now bnde itu sudah lama ku penyek2kan. hahaha.. u can see difference between new and experienced researhers, right? ;) so, in the end of that day, my sv told all his students, "kalo jmpe something pelik2, tnjuk kt sy dlu." heheheheh.. i was happy though. makes me want to work harder. alangkah bagusnya kalau gaji tiap ujung bulan xkn ad masalah cm tu. i wish all this would end once i become a master student. i love my job, but like sis arnie said, perhaps i should find another part time job. i got a few opportunities lay ahead in front of me, but im afraid to give it a try. im afraid it might not work properly. call me a coward, but sometimes i do have internal conflicts with myself. right now, im considering something that perhaps could change my future. it is not something massive and grand, though. but something i can gain extra income with. wish me luck! ;)

till next time peeps ;)

raining and jogging..not a gud combination.. nope..

it is still raining since evening. harapan utk berjoging hanya tinggal harapan sbb digantikan dgn aktiviti tidur dan berlingkar di atas katil *sigh* itu tidak termasuk mmbuat aktiviti rahsia bersama sara.. wahahaha..

ok, wish for the best tomorrow. nk joging. nk joging. seriously man, i feel like im super fat! haha..

her say of upsetting thinG (no S)

hi.. wahh, its been a while since i last updated this blog. bak kata sis arnie, "the sweetest escape." hehe.. actually, i've been busy doing other things including lab, reading journals etc. so, td kak atiqah sent a comment. n it makes me think, "oh ya, dh lme x tulis kt blog."

hmm, im feeling kinda sad actually. first of all, i haven't get my salary yet :( last month pnye salary dh la dpt awal, b4 raya. around 18 sept. so, can u imagine how i survive with no money at all? and btw, im not working for thousands salary. im just a research assistant. so, x byk sgt gaji. tp bole la nk survive utk sebulan. tu pon kdg2 ad something came up, tlepas la gk bajet. so, for this coming december, i wish to register for master study. arap2 dapat elaun lbih sket. aminn.. i did plan for what i have to settle this month, which including car's service, room's rent ( dh lme x byr bilik nih) :( but all of those have to postpone for a while, cos up until this moment im writing this blog, gaji x msuk2 lg. i went to bndahari department this morning, seemed like my contract renewal have a bit of a problem yg menyebabkn gaji tertangguh. so, i did settle the matter and hopefully, by this end of this week dpt la duit tu. i really truly wish dapat cpt. x snggup dh nk utang dgn mmbe. (malu).. hee~

ok, gtg..

till next time.. ;)

craziest, wackiest madness of westlife's phenomenal..

hi.. tonite im gonna tell a story of my favorite past time. it happened ages ago, almost 10 years. which is the addiction of me towards boyband2 yg ade mase tu, including bsb, nsync, and my most madness, craziness... WESTLIFE!! sbb westlife ni aku sgt2 minat nk blaja BI, n i can say that i scored quite well. hee ;)

bole dikatakan kt atas meja blaja, kt bilik prep,kt dlm file, dlm loker, dlm wallet, sume ad gmba westlife, esp Shane Filan, my one and only la konon2 time tu.. keh3..well, bcos of him, i dare to dream high, i learned english by heart, and i know how someone's heart got broken. it all started mase kt uma kot. time tu tv3 slalu tayangkn vid klip bdk2 westlife ni, If I Let You Go. and, i loveeee him at the first sight. xtau npe, bkn yg len x ensem, mark, kian, nicky and not forgetting bryan, but my heart trus terpikat n tergoda gile kt si shane ni.. tp dulu ok..so, starting from that day, anything, anything at all that relates to westlife, i will definitely buy it, print it or do anything that i can to own them. there was this one secret, aku print sume lagu westlife kt tenet kt uma mase tu, and of cos mase my mom xde kt uma. sia2 je kne marah kalo die ade. dan aku snggup simpan duit semata2 nk beli magz cm smash hits, lime, max (a few examples magz yg femes satu ketika dlu). and utk sesapa yg tau, smash hits tu agak mahal ok. dlm 20 something. gila kn?

dan aku x kn lupe sorg kwn aku ni, anissa sohadi, die sngup bg kt aku door-sized poster of westlife n can u imagine how i scream like hell at that time?? hehehe.. bila pk2 balik, rs lucu pulak sbb tlalu minat kt si shane n westlife ni. not forgetting every single songs and words yg aku sgt2 hafal. cm kacang goreng je. dan sume kaset2 diorg aku beli x kisah la special edition ke, ape ke.. n bcos of them, aku bcita2 nk smbg blaja kt ireland, n x paling x bleh blah, nk kawen dgn mat saleh. hahahaha..

well, i didnt manage to further my studies oversea, thanks to my hormonal changes yg menggatal time tu.. n i didnt get any mat saleh boyfriend. but now i have lelaki melayu sejati who truly loves me and i do love him more than ever. jgn mrh ye syg.. ;)

bile start x suke westlife? well, bkn x suke, tp kurang minat sbb as i grow up, i love to listen to punk rock, and other songs that catch my ears. but one of the reasin is bcos shane dh ad gf mase tu, gillian walsh. patah ati, xde la frust menonggeng kn.hehe.. my prince charming of my childhood.

but then, thanks to them, i always got highest marks in english, and bcos of them, i love english languange so much. tp tu dulu.. and i always have this one dream yg xkn pnh padam, tu watch weslife concert with my own eyes. well, one of fren, pkah dh pon tgok konsert diorg mase blaja kt uk dlu. and i definitely gonna watch them someday, with my other half teman, xpe kn syg? bila dan di mana? well, lets hope for the best.

last nite, hati tbe2 tgerak nk goggle pasl westlife nih. shane dh ad 2 anak pon rupe2nye, patrick n nicole. i feel happy for them. tp agak x bkenan kt si gillian tu sbb bg aku die x cntik pn.mcm la aku cntik sgt..hahahaah.. its good to see them still going strong with the same members. cume bryan yg dh xde.

well, that's all for now..

till next time peeps..~

aishah's monologue

tonite im hoping i could get my post-it to-do-list all done, or at least 70% of it. ;) i wish that tomorrow will bring me some mood and inspiration to give out my very best towards my works. it is time to prove that im not who i was before. even though there are some things you cannot change, the ones you have to carry for the rest of your lives, at least i know me, myself that im not that bad. it's just the matter of timing and luck. ;)above all, Allah knows what is best for me. let Him do the rest. ;)

p/s: aishah is so relieved that she finally found her peace and be able to put back all the broken pieces together, becoming one charming, beautifully crafted and abstract pieces. :)

later~

im in no mood at all. if only i could turn back time *sigh*

another boring weekend with an additional package of works. hihi. someone, plis make me laugh.

till next time..

to my other half...

hi all..

today's my special day bcos as you can see at the upper left corner of my page, me and my other half have been together for 2 years. rs mcm x caye lak bcos i've never been in a relationship for more than a year! well, i guess i have found my true love. ;) insyaAllah this relationship will never end. i cant wait for the next chapter in our lives, and we are working on that. harap dimurahkan rezeki supaya dpt menuju ke hari bhgia tersebut, sooner! hehehehe..

to ahmad naim abd halim, there are no words to describe how much i love you and how deep im in love with you. thanks for everything that u did, thanks for taking care of me, and giving me a shoulder to cry on. no matter how hard those obstacles i have to overcome, you always stood by me. hope there will be more years to come for both of us. and i cannot wait for this relation menuju ke jln yg diberkati Allah. what more can i say, im not perfect and you're there making me as perfect as i could be. thx to usm and blok lembaran 1 especially. hehehehe.. if not for the file transfer, maybe we wouldnt know each other till now.

I LOVE YOU, AND WILL ALWAYS DO.

i dedicate this song, You Belong To Me by Lifehouse esp for you ;)

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome, too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me


And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome, too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me