Monday, October 19, 2009

craziest, wackiest madness of westlife's phenomenal..

hi.. tonite im gonna tell a story of my favorite past time. it happened ages ago, almost 10 years. which is the addiction of me towards boyband2 yg ade mase tu, including bsb, nsync, and my most madness, craziness... WESTLIFE!! sbb westlife ni aku sgt2 minat nk blaja BI, n i can say that i scored quite well. hee ;)

bole dikatakan kt atas meja blaja, kt bilik prep,kt dlm file, dlm loker, dlm wallet, sume ad gmba westlife, esp Shane Filan, my one and only la konon2 time tu.. keh3..well, bcos of him, i dare to dream high, i learned english by heart, and i know how someone's heart got broken. it all started mase kt uma kot. time tu tv3 slalu tayangkn vid klip bdk2 westlife ni, If I Let You Go. and, i loveeee him at the first sight. xtau npe, bkn yg len x ensem, mark, kian, nicky and not forgetting bryan, but my heart trus terpikat n tergoda gile kt si shane ni.. tp dulu, starting from that day, anything, anything at all that relates to westlife, i will definitely buy it, print it or do anything that i can to own them. there was this one secret, aku print sume lagu westlife kt tenet kt uma mase tu, and of cos mase my mom xde kt uma. sia2 je kne marah kalo die ade. dan aku snggup simpan duit semata2 nk beli magz cm smash hits, lime, max (a few examples magz yg femes satu ketika dlu). and utk sesapa yg tau, smash hits tu agak mahal ok. dlm 20 something. gila kn?

dan aku x kn lupe sorg kwn aku ni, anissa sohadi, die sngup bg kt aku door-sized poster of westlife n can u imagine how i scream like hell at that time?? hehehe.. bila pk2 balik, rs lucu pulak sbb tlalu minat kt si shane n westlife ni. not forgetting every single songs and words yg aku sgt2 hafal. cm kacang goreng je. dan sume kaset2 diorg aku beli x kisah la special edition ke, ape ke.. n bcos of them, aku bcita2 nk smbg blaja kt ireland, n x paling x bleh blah, nk kawen dgn mat saleh. hahahaha..

well, i didnt manage to further my studies oversea, thanks to my hormonal changes yg menggatal time tu.. n i didnt get any mat saleh boyfriend. but now i have lelaki melayu sejati who truly loves me and i do love him more than ever. jgn mrh ye syg.. ;)

bile start x suke westlife? well, bkn x suke, tp kurang minat sbb as i grow up, i love to listen to punk rock, and other songs that catch my ears. but one of the reasin is bcos shane dh ad gf mase tu, gillian walsh. patah ati, xde la frust menonggeng kn.hehe.. my prince charming of my childhood.

but then, thanks to them, i always got highest marks in english, and bcos of them, i love english languange so much. tp tu dulu.. and i always have this one dream yg xkn pnh padam, tu watch weslife concert with my own eyes. well, one of fren, pkah dh pon tgok konsert diorg mase blaja kt uk dlu. and i definitely gonna watch them someday, with my other half teman, xpe kn syg? bila dan di mana? well, lets hope for the best.

last nite, hati tbe2 tgerak nk goggle pasl westlife nih. shane dh ad 2 anak pon rupe2nye, patrick n nicole. i feel happy for them. tp agak x bkenan kt si gillian tu sbb bg aku die x cntik pn.mcm la aku cntik sgt..hahahaah.. its good to see them still going strong with the same members. cume bryan yg dh xde.

well, that's all for now..

till next time peeps..~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

aishah's monologue

tonite im hoping i could get my post-it to-do-list all done, or at least 70% of it. ;) i wish that tomorrow will bring me some mood and inspiration to give out my very best towards my works. it is time to prove that im not who i was before. even though there are some things you cannot change, the ones you have to carry for the rest of your lives, at least i know me, myself that im not that bad. it's just the matter of timing and luck. ;)above all, Allah knows what is best for me. let Him do the rest. ;)

p/s: aishah is so relieved that she finally found her peace and be able to put back all the broken pieces together, becoming one charming, beautifully crafted and abstract pieces. :)


Saturday, October 17, 2009

im in no mood at all. if only i could turn back time *sigh*

another boring weekend with an additional package of works. hihi. someone, plis make me laugh.

till next time..

Thursday, October 15, 2009

to my other half...

hi all..

today's my special day bcos as you can see at the upper left corner of my page, me and my other half have been together for 2 years. rs mcm x caye lak bcos i've never been in a relationship for more than a year! well, i guess i have found my true love. ;) insyaAllah this relationship will never end. i cant wait for the next chapter in our lives, and we are working on that. harap dimurahkan rezeki supaya dpt menuju ke hari bhgia tersebut, sooner! hehehehe..

to ahmad naim abd halim, there are no words to describe how much i love you and how deep im in love with you. thanks for everything that u did, thanks for taking care of me, and giving me a shoulder to cry on. no matter how hard those obstacles i have to overcome, you always stood by me. hope there will be more years to come for both of us. and i cannot wait for this relation menuju ke jln yg diberkati Allah. what more can i say, im not perfect and you're there making me as perfect as i could be. thx to usm and blok lembaran 1 especially. hehehehe.. if not for the file transfer, maybe we wouldnt know each other till now.

i dedicate this song, You Belong To Me by Lifehouse esp for you ;)

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome, too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome, too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me

Sunday, October 11, 2009


oh man! i hate it when im very really truly hungry at late night like this. dang! i dont even have any biscuits, maggi, let alone a loaf of bread... :(

Saturday, October 10, 2009

mumbling.. bla bla bla..

howdy saturday.. yee-haw! hihi.. ok, part of my mission for this weekend sudah selesai. which is tgok cte.. just finished watching G-Force. not bad.. x bley blah rodent pn ad facebook. siap bg advice psl lelaki lg tuh.. part tu mmg wat aku gelak guling2.. hihihi..

another mission is to wash all my clothes. done that! err, half of them only. hand-wash ok. so, x bley nk bsuh byk2 sgt. x berkualiti nnt basuhanku. hehe..

next mission? mndi and siap2 g dating..ehem2..

daa.. till next time..;)

Friday, October 9, 2009

thanks god it's friday! ;)

oh yeahh!! finally it's friday! sjak dlu suke ari jumaat. why? bcos tomorrow and the day after tomorrow im off from work! yeah, that's right. weekend holiday is very important for working people, like me. it gives this kind of happier, merrier feelings knowing that tonight u can stay up late and tomorrow sleeping like no body cares. ;) have donwloaded a few movies to watch.. lalalala~

currently im reading this one book, written by Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper. perhaps some of you have already finished reading it, but i must say it's a good story though. still flipping through the pages towards the end. more books to read later, Starting Over by Tony Parson, Blue-Eyed Devil by Lisa Kleypas and of course Breaking Dawn! im taking a break of reading twilight saga. at one point, u have to stop with no reason ;)

gtg, till next time...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

blog is ok! *relieved*

im glad that blog is ok now. oh, btw, have you noticed the unusual things that happened before? i mean, there were edit buttons at every blog i visited.. (mcm tuan pnye blog pulak). n all the previous posts from previous months had been displayed all along the bar. happy that all turn back to normal now.


till next time.. ;)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

tambun, mcd, master, etc...

syuh2.. habuk, g terbang jauh2.. its been quite sometimes since my last update.. bz sgt.. ngee. tah ape yg bz pon i x tau.. ;) im at my lab doing nothing today.. hehe.. oh ya, my master application has been accepted. alhamdulillah.. know what, sometimes i wonder, "why did i choose this path in the first place?" masa jd undergrad student dlu pnye la berikrar tanak smbg blaja dlm masa terdekat, nk rehat2 carik keje kt uma, n have a goood looong holiday. but then, suddenly, i just made this decision and its been 3 months already, n i must say that this isn't a bad choice. someone used to say this, "accept your destiny and embrace it."well, well maybe before this it seemed not a good choice for me, but sometimes the 'not good' is the best for us, and yet we have to embrace it and try to manipulate it in a good way. bila dh tgok status accepted tu smlm, rs mcm ad tanggungjawab yg besar pulak. but yet, i love this responsibility. someone has said to me, haish, these past few days, byk kata2 someone yg melekat di fikiran aku. hehehe.. ok, someone has said to me, " we are 23 year-old already, it is time to grow up and handle everything on our own. xkn sume bnde nk susahkn org." it makes a lot of sense to me. manusia ni kdg2 x sedar ape yg die buat slame ni, mgkin x berapa betul. tp bile ade org yg ckp something wise, rs mcm kene kejutan elektrik and ada satu smgt baru utk improve hidup kita. im feeling it now, at this very moment. ;)

last 2 days, me and my other half went to drive through mcd @ juru. and guess what? we got one regular coke, and one sundae choc for free!! ktorg ckp kt org tu, "bang, kami x order ni." and he said, "xpe, amek je." walawei, rezki tp mlm tu agak kekenyangan, so seronok tp x abes pon.. hee~

and last saturday, we went to Lost World of Tambun. this is our second time there and it was fun until my skin has been burned out. lupe nk pki sunblock yg kalis air. up until this moment, my nose still lg merah2 n kering.. uwaaa.. plis get well better, nose.. plissss..

ok, stop smpi sini dlu..

till next time folks.. ;)