kembali ke sekolah

after the last quite-not-so-friendly post, skrg nak cerita yg santai2 sikit. As for the last post, it wasn't much like me. Aku tak suka marah lama2, tapi semalam agak tensi drpd biasa. don't know why. Like someone always said, "you can forgive but you cannot forget." As much as I try to forget, I will remember it vividly. Bagus utk apply dlm pembelajaran ni kn?

Well, hari ni start dari pukul 7.30 pagi smpi kui 1 td, me and my other friends kene jd ajk utk jaga booth skul bahan kt sekolah menengah sebelah USM nih. Seronok jugak tengok aksi budak2 ni, and seriously teringat kenangan diri sendiri masa kt sekolah dulu. I do miss my school life! it was wonderful, even some of the memories were bitter, but still, rasa seronok jadik budak sekolah balik.

yg ni nama die Dr Kamar. super duper talented bab2 mineral and batuan nih. He said something that I will remember for the rest of my life for sure... "kite belajar master nih bukan sekadar nak dapat sijil je, or help your supervisor with him/her research, BUT you have to develop and expand your knowledge, rajin2 membaca, not just for the sake of your master, but for yourself." Thank you Dr. I'll keep that in mind!



toodles~

rambling...

seminggu dua ni agak tensi sebab byk kerja. tapi tak bleh nk salahkan sape2, it's purely my own fault! tu lah, sape suruh suke sgt tangguh kerja kan? padan muka.. hehe.. as for now, I'm doing nothing but rasa bersyukur kat tuhan, sebab despite of everything, masih ada masa lagi untuk fix all the not-so-wrong-things into good things. I just miss to look at these people once again..

umi & ayah... sejuk mata tgok mereka..

my first nephew.. rindu jgn cakap la, mcm ni rupanya rasa bila sayang kat baby.. before ni tak pernah rasa macam ni..

budak kecik yg x reti duduk diam

andddd...........

si dia where he's currently in China for business purpose. Hati2 di sana, love.

if only i could turn back time

happy friday kwn2.. may today brings you more happiness under The Almighty's protection.

at late night like this, mcm2 bnde yg terpk kt pale otak ni, x kisah la mengarut ke tak, tetap terpikir jgk.. like tonite, tbe2 terpk, "if only i could turn back time, i could do sooo many things, like million things better than i did now." for example:

1) nak watch out my weight when i was slim back then. seriously, when i take a look at my old pics, i really was slim! mengapakah sy xd kesedaran pd masa itu utk mnjaga berat bdn dgn baik?? uwaa.. td tgok pic mase taun 2006 dgn sara, die ckp, 'wahh. kalo tutup muka mest org x tau ni ko." ahahaha... ade ke ptt? sabo je la.. but then, rsnye mase dulu mmg x pnh sedar kot diri ni kurus.. dlm pale otak asik pikir, gemok, gemok, dan gemok... hmmm...

mengelamun sebentar..

oh ya, gmba mase sy kurus x bleh diupload, sbb ditakuti akan mendatangkan kesan negatif kpd pemilik blog.. hrp phm ye..

2) i wish i was damn good at school, esp high school. rs mcm x all out mase blaja dlu, lg2 time kt mrsm kuantan (SPM).. up until now, terbit ts menyesal sbb x blaja btul2 n pk bnde lain yg amatlah merugikan.. kalo tak, surely my dream of studying abroad will come true.. mase PMR, i could say that i was happy and proud of myself, because i dare to dream high n in the end, i did achieve my dream..

ok, buat mase ni, 2 bnda tu je kot yg paling buat aku nak kembali ke mase silam.. but then, when i think thoroughly, if things did not happen the way they were, mesti aku xkn berada di bumi USM ni, mesti xkn jmpe my great friends, and of cos x kn jmpe my other half.. and my path of life will be entirely different from what im having right now, which im very happy and content with..

itulah mnusia kn, x kn penah puas dgn apa yg dia ada.. the grass is always greener on the other side.. and when it comes to saying, "u dont know what you've got til it's gone", it is definitely, absolutely true enough!

till then~~