Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 1 soundtracks

The time is finally around the corner! Sangat tidak sabar utk tengok the next series of Twilight, The Breaking Dawn Part 1! It'll be released here in Malaysia on 24th November.. I thought of watching it more than once, boleh gitu?

Video klip utk lagu Bruno Mars, It Will Rain dah keluar which is the first soundtrack for this movie. Lagi satu lagu Christina Perri, A Thousand Years. Both of 'em are equally good I think.


That girl in this video? I bet lots of girls are super jealous of her!




Written by Christina herself, not to mention she's a huge fan of Twilight! I wish I could write, you know.. songs, stories, doesn't matter as long as I can produce something, I hope someday I would!


For all the Twilighters out there, you know who you are.. happy watching for this upcoming movie. It's reaching the ending, finally...

credit to google for the image.

Chris Medina and I

is it me, being over sensitive, or is it the song? actually, lama dh dengar lagu ni, and I haven't listen to it for quite sometime. td, tgh kobek2 music folder, trus add lagu ni kt playlist. pastu tibe2... tersentak! trus ingat kt dia.. and I straightaway google him..

and I tell you, this is the first ever song that makes me shed some tears without any force. even dengar lebih dari 3x, I try to sing it while looking at the lyrics, and I couldn't! air mata asik kuar je.. sensitip betul ptg nih.. try nyanyi 2nd time br okay, tp kali ni x dapat nk smbung kt chorus. it penetrates deep inside my heart! terus ingat kt naim...

to Chris Medina, you are the most amazing guy I've ever witnessed. You are no ordinary man.

and to you, I dedicate this song for you. if God permits, we shall be together soon, and I don't care how late it might me, I'll be waiting for you...till forever do us part.. insyaAllah... I'm gonna be by your side, I would never leave when you need me most...

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Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of girl would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
Chris Medina What Are Words lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/chris-medina-what-are-words-lyrics.html

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close..

Back to December

I am, at the moment, in love with this song from Taylor Swift, "Back to December".. every time I listen to the song, it gives me goosebumps, perhaps for the strong lyrics and in a way, it relates to my previous life also.. check out the lyrics below. By the way, Taylor is one of the most talented artist so far, not to mention she wrote all the lyrics herself. Way to go girl!

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

All the time

[credit to: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/taylor_swift/back_to_december.html]

overall, this song is about her wishes to go back to december to make everyhting right for that person she once loved, and there has been a rumour that Taylor wrote this song as an apology for Taylor Lautner where they used to be together back in 2009 I guess. Frankly speaking, I love to see them both together. Don't you? ;) and Taylor is a nice boy.. well, who doesnt love to see him shirtless in New Moon,right? hehe.

As for me, I learned a lesson, the hard way. and yeah, I wish to go back to say my apology to the person I once hurt, and like they say, what goes around comes around. The same thing happened to me. I got hurt way too deep and it effected me a lot! It got me thinking for a long time that maybe I deserved that kind of punishment, for I did the same to other person.

how I wish to say I'm sorry for everything that I've done in the past to him..

I'm happy now and I wish him for the same too.

and as for the person who once broke my heart, I do wish to go back to punch him in the face, hard!

song I listen to

I am totally addicted to this song at the moment. Nelly, Just a Dream.

I guess I was right back then, you don't know what you've got till it's gone.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Nelly Just A Dream lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/nelly-just-a-dream-lyrics.html

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

over the breakup songs

I barely remember when is the exact date of me being dumped by that ugly bastard! hehehe.. sori, got a bit harsh there. cewah, ekceli ingt je, I can remember it perfectly well, it was the first year of my uni life, on second semester. and thanks to that b***h, I didn't pass the final exam, and my loan was barred for one semester, and I have to pay the uni fees all by myself, not my money, my mum's actually. you are the most wonderful mother in the world, thanks a lot for your understanding and being there for me at that worst time of my life. history's history. but the scar will remain forever I must say, and now that you are happily married, congratulations! I am totally over you, way over. :)

well, that's not the story I wanna write here.. just nak share the songs that I used to hear when my heart was broken like s**t! wow, byknye curse words hari ni. sorry ya..all those songs did help me a lot through the healing process (yess, this is the worst moment in my life so far, so the healing process takes a lot more time than you can imagine). and of course, byk dekatkn diri pada Yang Esa itu sudah pasti. :)

I used to listen to all those songs bila tibe2 sdih x tntu pasal, bile rs mcm nk off-on hp byk kali smbil harap lps off hp tu akan ad msg or kol masuk, bile rs mcm nk gile sbb x tau ape kslhn sndiri smpi diperlakukan sebegitu rupa, bile rs self motivation super down and I can barely look at the mirror and tell myself that everything's gonna be ok, and bile rs nk melayan perasaan sndiri tnpa menitiskan air mata (and most of the times, I never failed to shed some tears). well, speak no more. the songs are:

1) Jet - look what you've done
2) Ashley Parker Angel - let you go
3) Natalie Umbruglia - torn
4) Nick Lachey - what's left of me
5) No Doubt - don't speak
6) Destiny's Child - emotion
7) Katherina McPhee - over it
8) BSB - I still

and the one and only song that's been my all time favorite was..............

"Eamon - don't want you back"

this song is totally cool. why did I say that? listen to it yourself and you'll know why... hihihi.. listen at your own risk ok. awal2 dh bg warning nih... hehehe..

well, I am extremely happy now. no sad feelings or whatsoever. it took me almost a year to fully recover and got myself right back up.

so, don't simply hurt someone's feeling, and if you don't love him/her anymore, just tell them the truth right in front of their faces. just don't walk away like nothing happen and leave them clueless. because the wound is deeper, much much deeper than you can ever imagine.