for you, yes you... :p

coretan utk kamu...

I'm sorry dear, but somehow, it's kind of an enjoyment just to make you feel angry, just to bother you with things that should never been brought up.. just to make you say words in your pure Terengganu accent! and somehow, I managed to shout back at you using the same accent, and amazingly, you said that you didn't understand a word I was saying or you just pretend that you don't understand! and I was like, "whatever!" I'm still saying 'em, doesn't matter if you said it was ugly and "kaku", "keras" or whatsoever!

becauseeeee... the truth is.. I ♥ you just the way you are.

and I'm sure you feel the same, right? you make me laugh, you make me cry, I guess that's both I'll have to buy

helloo!

rasanya ni moment paling lama aku x update belog. it's been a while, right? well, I've been busy lately. busy balik kampung, busy bermain dgn perasaan, busy yg buat2 busy.. heh.

and the last 4 days I've been really busy with labwork. ada 1 conference kne attend bulan 5 nanti. Plus, end of this month WAJIB submit chapter 1 2 3. I have to, by hook or by crook finish up this study. kalau extend, yuran kene bayar sendiri. tanak! tanak!

untitled... again.

sejak menukar template kt blog nih, makin bmsgt lak utk menail rsnye. serius! there are so many things inside my head that I wanna write down here, tips, emotions and anything at all! tp kdg2 bile byk2 tulis, tkot org bosan. I think people love to see more pictures instead of longggg writing. but xkn everytime nk upload gmba kot? I am not that rajin, and I do respect and impressed for those people that features at least one picture in every entry of theirs.

smlm dh habes tgok cte The Vampire Diaries. and today i am so bloody boring as to figure what to do now, because at times like this, mmg tgok cte tu smpi sakit punggung. ahahaha...

and tomorrow's holiday. x tau nk watpe.. elaun pun x masuk lg.. sedih.. nk jln2 dgn naim x leh, nk g beli2 brg ngan sara pun x leh.. and most of my friends are going home already.

if only i could turn back time

happy friday kwn2.. may today brings you more happiness under The Almighty's protection.

at late night like this, mcm2 bnde yg terpk kt pale otak ni, x kisah la mengarut ke tak, tetap terpikir jgk.. like tonite, tbe2 terpk, "if only i could turn back time, i could do sooo many things, like million things better than i did now." for example:

1) nak watch out my weight when i was slim back then. seriously, when i take a look at my old pics, i really was slim! mengapakah sy xd kesedaran pd masa itu utk mnjaga berat bdn dgn baik?? uwaa.. td tgok pic mase taun 2006 dgn sara, die ckp, 'wahh. kalo tutup muka mest org x tau ni ko." ahahaha... ade ke ptt? sabo je la.. but then, rsnye mase dulu mmg x pnh sedar kot diri ni kurus.. dlm pale otak asik pikir, gemok, gemok, dan gemok... hmmm...

mengelamun sebentar..

oh ya, gmba mase sy kurus x bleh diupload, sbb ditakuti akan mendatangkan kesan negatif kpd pemilik blog.. hrp phm ye..

2) i wish i was damn good at school, esp high school. rs mcm x all out mase blaja dlu, lg2 time kt mrsm kuantan (SPM).. up until now, terbit ts menyesal sbb x blaja btul2 n pk bnde lain yg amatlah merugikan.. kalo tak, surely my dream of studying abroad will come true.. mase PMR, i could say that i was happy and proud of myself, because i dare to dream high n in the end, i did achieve my dream..

ok, buat mase ni, 2 bnda tu je kot yg paling buat aku nak kembali ke mase silam.. but then, when i think thoroughly, if things did not happen the way they were, mesti aku xkn berada di bumi USM ni, mesti xkn jmpe my great friends, and of cos x kn jmpe my other half.. and my path of life will be entirely different from what im having right now, which im very happy and content with..

itulah mnusia kn, x kn penah puas dgn apa yg dia ada.. the grass is always greener on the other side.. and when it comes to saying, "u dont know what you've got til it's gone", it is definitely, absolutely true enough!

till then~~

Between Jane Austen and Avatar

it's weekend and i have been staying in my room all day long, majoring in sleeping. hehe. btw, i just finished watching this movie called "The Jane Austen Book Club" and i am totally into it. dont know why, but the passion showed by each of the member makes me wanna read a book and finish it today! got a few in mind, like Starting Over by Tony Parson or Blue Eyed Devil by Lisa Kleypas. normally it takes me weeks to finish a book, it's not that i don't enjoy reading, but i dont seem to find a perfect time to read it. tetiba rs nk beli sume buku written by Jane Austin. ye, i tend to overspend money and currently working to overcome it

last thursday, me, my other half and my friend sara Sara went to Sunway Carnival and we had a blast time by watching AVATAR. what can I say, two thumbs up to James Cameron for his extra ordinary thinking of creating this movie. I mean, come on, this man is a genius! who would have thought that we could see those magnificent scenery, the Ikran, the Toruk, and also all those glow-in-dark living things! not forgetting how creatively he created the Na'vi people. plus, the language of the Na'vi itself is terrific! definitely there a lot of things we can learn from this movie, which are from my opinion,

• people nowadays are so anxious to explore our one and only Earth until at one point they tend to forget the importance of keeping things on the way they already are, in order to keep balance between human and other living things. we ain't got another Earth.

• we should have respect for other people, by not simply intruding their place and get rid of them in a cruel way. let's live happily together. ok, enough of me bubbling. hehe.

later~