love?

These past few days byk kali kot rs x sihat. Pening, nk demam, sume ade. I guess it was the weather that caused these unhealthy changes kot. Tiap2 ari hujan, pastu panas yg btul2 panas. Agaknya aku kurang mnum air masak kot..bape byk kot aku tulih pun aku x tau...

Lately there are so many things that came across my mind. Unfortunately, they weren't nice things. Betul ke eh, the longer the time we know that someone, the level of love and passion will reduce gradually? Meaning that the time is inversely proportional with the love given.. Not to mention, the lack of attention and sume yg kte cakap, luahkan, ibarat masuk telinga kanan, kuar telinga kiri..

I'm still figuring this thing out. Hmm.. Agak sedih kalau bnde ni betul.

second chance

do you believe in 2nd chance? I do! bila dh umur makin mghmpiri level matang nih, ehem2, rs mcm byk sgt kot aku bermonolog. I've been thinking a lot! literally about everything. and lately, one thing that came to mind is when someone is given the second chance to prove something to others.

what type of 2nd chance that I got? well, byk sgt kategori yg aku rs aku bkn stkt peluang ke 2, ke 3, ke 4 dan ke berapa tah aku pn x pasti, tp yg pastinya, most of the times, I DID NOT appreciate the opportunity that God once gave me. x hargai ni bg aku mcm x teruskn bnde yg aku dapat tu dgn istiqamah, or in other words, continuity. bile buat something, mest sekerat je. pastu benti. pastu bila nk start balik. kne mule dari zero sbb dh lame tingglkn. it's like all for nothing!

contoh paling simple yg aku leh bg... hmm.. exercise! mcm joging!. cm aku, dh seminggu maintain joging, rentak joging pun dh dpt, kira dh leh lari satu kampus ni dgn selambanya, xd la nk terkapai2 menarik napas..pastu tbe2 aku stop, dgn alasan byk keje la, itu la, ini la.. bila rs jeans tu dh x muat ke, bdn rs berat ke, baru la terkedek2 nk start joging balik. haa, masa ni br la rs nyesal, marah, benci sume ad sbb x maintain joging. hahahaha.. eh, logik x contoh yg aku bg nih?

ok, smbung nnt la.. nk cte sket pasal joging nih.. ehem2.. skang nk smyg n buat pape yg ptt. ;)

till next time peeps!

peaceee!!!!!

guys, i need your opinion

hi kwn2.. slmt bjmpa lg.. sy tgh runsing skrg ni. just now, i met with my ex-supervisor, Dr Syed. we had a long talk, n the talk of cos involve isu pekerjaan, smbg master, experience, government and other related stuff. there was this one thing that keep me thinking until now. he said that according to his opinion, antara bekerja dan sambung belajar, he would prefer to work. because, by working, definitely we will gain experiences. and.... experiences + master = that's the real power. of course working in our field, as in me, Mineral Resources Engineer.

the truth is im not applying for master study yet. im working as a RA. and.... (byknye and), im planning on it. in fact, im working on the proposal right now. tp apa yg dr syed ckp tu sgt betul. but the main problem here is i havent got any job at all. he said that it's better if we work as RA, RO first. then, bile dh ckup pengalaman, proceed with master. of cos all these are of his opinion la kan. he, himself after degree, keje dlu, then smbg master, keje then br smbg phd.

just now, my mum called. i got "invited" utk attend exam for PTD.

thing that bother me now is whether i should hold on the master application, and try searching for work. kalau bole, work that's related with my field of study.

guys, any opinion? i dont wanna make the wrong move in my life, again. ckup sekali itu. the moment where that bi**h destroyed my dream.

till next time..