Adapt or die

In this big fat world, we do realize that not all of the things go accordingly. There are times that we've seen no justice, and yet, we play along with it. We know the truth, and we're not dumb, we just don't have the power to go against it.

Like some says, adapt or die.

Yes, I'm not numb or stupid or silly, mind you.. I know the truth is not as real as you always claimed. But what to do, I have to lay my card on the table, just like you, just like others. Period.

edgy

Lots of things stuck in my head. But I can't seem to write 'em down. I've a few ideas of writing in this blog, but when I started writing, it doesn't feel right. Dunno why.. *sigh*

Every single thing doesn't feel right at the moment. I'm kinda lost in my own thought, not knowing how to adjust, to improve, to do, even to make it happen! Edgy and simply unsatisfying.

saturday night

oh, malam minggu ni x tahu nak buat ape! siyesly like, banyak sgt keje yg bleh dibuat, but then, rs malas tu mengatasi segalanya.. hahaha...

oh, last wednesday ari tu dah tgok cte Transformers! beli tiket online since 24th june lg.. mase beli tu pun seat kat hall dh half-full! mmg ramai sgt yg nk tgok cte ni kan? well, dulu I x layan lgsung cte2 action nih, sikit2 nak tgok komedi romantik, romantic comedy.. pastu si naim yg ajar tengok cte2 action nih.. so, skrg The Fast and Furious pun dh layan.. dulu, sket pun x hingin nak tgok!

ingat nk buat review pasal cite transformers tu, but maybe later... skrg tgh meng-update belanjawan untuk this month. pening2..

rambling saturday

it's a beautiful saturday! except for the humidity, memang rase macam nak mandi je 24 jam. hari ni tak kuar pegi memane, sebab tgh bulan, so kene strict sikit bab2 belanja nih.. other than that, I have to finish up my thesis writing. chapter 1,2,3 is a must! oh mampu ke ? suddenly I remember my final year of my undergraduates study. how come I can complete the writing within the short period of time? not to mention kegigihan duduk kat bengkel yg panas tu almost every single day ! lonely,thirsty, and the do-nothing other than sit tunggu ball mill tu habes grinding sejam, dua jam.. I was good! tapi sekaranggggg..............

tak dan nak wat pape dah ngantuk, pastu suka2 baring atas katil goyang kaki. bila bgun dr tertido yg melampau, mule la nak salahkan diri sendiri...

duhhh... I wish I could be as good as I was before... takpe2, mesti boleh! jom start sekarang! yosshhh!!!

What I did on Sunday

I've been missing this blog for quite a while, but every time that I started to write, it was only half way.. *sigh*.. tak tahu benda yg relevan untuk ditulis dalam blog ni.. tapi nk menulis jugak...

well, hari ni hari Ahad yg best, sedap asyik makan, makan dan makan... oh God, siyesly tak tahu mcm mana nak stop dr makan dan makan nih.. sebab I'm happy being with you kot..
yes, youu....

tadi sempat pegi IT Zone and check out latest stuff pasal komputer dan yg sewaktu dengannya. Memang minat dgn barang2 komputer nih, and sekarang I almost can't keep up with all those new, useful and sometimes weird technologies yg memang byk faedah untuk lappy tersayang. From cooling ball sampai la LED light, you just name it, dah macam2 ada. nak dengan taknak beli je. I managed to buy these things:

ni adlh 2 in 1 LED light plus kipas. laju jugak kipas.. n lampu tu sesuai kalau time nak on lappy kt tmpt2 gelap yg x bleh nak lights on.. heh.

and this is vacuum. 5 je.. tu yg beli. the power tak kuat sgt.. boleh la, for the value of 5 bucks.

saje nak tambah koleksi barang.. haha, dh takde tempat dah nk letak kt bilik nih. Bulan 7 ni kene pindah bilik baru kat blok baru. So, sewa pun tambah mahal jugee..

Target nak habeskan Master dalam hujung tahun ni jugak. sekarang student undergrads tgh cuti, so bleh la nak pulun wat lab work. Thesis writing? masih takde perkembangan yang pesat.. duhhh...

serious or not serious?

pernah tak korang rasa macam other people don't take you seriously? erm, ye la, korang selalu nampak chillax and gelak2, tapi when it comes to something serious, they tend to think that you dunno how to do it properly. come on, I mean, lain orang, lain cara kan? nampak sempoi tapi..... jeng3..

sebab, kadang2 it turned out that diorang pun salah sebenarnye. ekekeke... slalu tengok kat tv, pasal orang2 kaya bersosial, even satu habuk pun diorang tak paham pasal certain issues, but they still make their serious face, like they know literally everything about that.

gaya mutu keunggulan, eh? yg penting gaya, even habuk pun tak paham?

I should practise that more!