i'm a chicken!!

hari ni rasa gembira sikit.. supposedly I have to ask for this lecturer's signature like, a week ago. But then, I was too perfectionist in a way that he might ask me anything about FTIR. takut okayhh... actually, he's a good lecturer, cuma bila face to face dgn die, mak ai, ketar segala sendi kt badan nih! you know what? org yg slalu ckp die perfectionist tu adlh ayat lain utk maksud "i'm a chicken!" a.k.a penakut la tuh... hahahaha..

so, tadi dh 2x kot pegi naik bilik dia.. mula2 pegi, ada org,so I was thinking of waiting outside his room dgn harapan soklan yg die tanya nanti boleh la jawab kan.. but then, lepas that student dah keluar, peluh jantan mula menitik di dahi! dup dap dup dap... rase mcm x sedap ati.. eh, x tak boleh jadi nih.. so, turun la balik g lab yg memang jadi mcm PG room. pastuuu, rs menyesal pulak x mintak, sebab dh janji lame dh dgn of the technician nak bg borang tu.

so, after a bit more reading regarding the FTIR, pegi la balik ke bilik Dr ni dgn harapan die takde.. ekekeke.. and then, bile dh sampai dpn pintu, I was like.... "nak ketuk ke taknak ye?" pastu mule la terpikir segala macam ayat2 motivasi utk beranikan diri.. heh. tanpe berfikir panjang, straightaway I knock! knock! on his door.. oh, x berkunci rupanya.. here goes the conversation:

me: assalamualaikum Dr. sy nak mintak sign untuk guna mesin FTIR. (and I handed out the borang)

Dr: (tgok borang kurang 2 saat).. kenapa lama sgt br nk mintak? (sbb tarikh kt stu 28.06.11, arini dh 4th july kan)... n then dia terus sign..

me: time kasih Dr..

kuar bilik tu, rs excited sgt sbb x sangka kali ni bnasib baik.. he usually loves to ask anything theoretically! alhamdulillah, smpi rase nak tego sume orang yg I met during that time.. heh!


moral of the story: you never know until you give it a try. just go for it! as whatever may happens, you have that experience that can never be bought anywhere.

I feel good today

Today I feel quite enthusiastic! I woke up with a smile on my face (ok, that's a lie) :p, and I already got my to-do list for today!

And yes, I do believe in what God has in store for us. Everything is going to be OK, I reckon. I just need to be patient and have more interest in what I'm currently doing.

Oh, suddenly the mood to read journals and speed up my lab work has emerged back! I feel delighted! :D

p/s: Ben Bradshaw nk dtg sini. Ad sesape beminat nk jmpe die? hehehe..

haish, since this blog has been revamped, tgn rasa gatal je nk menaip all the time. hehe.

tomorrow will start working as usual. keje dh btmbh. hopefully i can finish all of it on time. first work, have to grind silica for 2 hours and 5 hours straight. then, have to do the heat treatment. ekceli dh bleh wat since last week, tp sy tkot. cos the technician garang. hav to prepare with all the theory about heat treatment br g jmpe die. hee~ my project? have to do XRD. dr sam x sbr nk tgok result, kalo jdik mest dia gembira. mane tau kot2 bole nek pangkat jdik RO ke.. hehe.

nk kua p beli air sat. air td xsdp. rs daun pisang. huh.