Friday, August 26, 2011


he says that I've rarely update this blog lately. yep, it's true. even banyak story worth telling here, but I don't seem to find the vibe to write. Kecewa dgn keadaan sekeliling, dengan org yang tak henti2 beri janji palsu, dengan uncertainty yang tidak pasti bila boleh selesai, dengan banyak benda tertangguh.

But, one thing for sure, though... I will and I'm obligated to finish my study by the end of this year.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

I wish I was....

sometimes, I wish I was better at doing things accordingly..

I wish I could manage my time based on my priorities.. (sometimes I did success, but most of the time, I didn't! there was just too much distractions nowadays!) tension

I wish I could be as good as I was before.

yeah, things are supposed to make you doing your works / chores a lot more faster & easier, but then again, you've to admit the downsides as well.. *sigh*

I should stop from moaning and sulking, right? It won't help me at all. Instead, I should just straightaway doin' things I was supposed to do!

yeah, you go girl!

Monday, August 8, 2011

i don't need you, or you, or you!

sedih bila semua bnda yg kita buat, ade saje yg tak kene di mata seseorang.

salah ke?

so, x perlu buat ape2 lg untuk impress sape2.. buat habes beras je. sikit pun org tak hargai.

moral of the story? - jgn duk sibuk terhegeh2 sayang kat org lain lebih dr syg diri sendiri. some people really don't know how to appreciate you kindness, your affection towards them!

yg penting, tuhan tetap ade dgn kita 24/7..

orang lain, bleh blah! konon cakap itu ini, tapi die pun 2 x 5 jugak. hampeh!

it's a lesson worth remembering.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

be patient

come to think of it, dlm hidup ni tak semua bnda yg kita nak konpem akan dapat. as you grow older, you'll think more of the positive side, even though sometimes you can't seem to deal with the fact that.. "nape org lain bleh dapat?" or "nape naseb aku je yg malang?"..

it is not malang or bad lcuk actually. it's more like you have to wait for the right time for it to happen. ye lah kan, bile tgok orang lain dapat or ade bnda yg kita nak sangat2 tu, mcm2 bnde buruk @ negatif kita akan pikir. up until one point, we'll feel like a loser, totally loser! tapiii... mmg betul org cakap, "knowledge is power!".. and how do you get that knowledge? of course from reading, reading and reading... continuously!

basically, learning is a process that you've to go through for the rest of your life. when you read something or anything at all, trust me, you'll find some of the reading is very, extremely useful for your own life. it'll be like... "ohhh, patut lah rezeki aku untuk buat bnda ni tak sampai lagi, sebab bila baca bnde ni, rasa diri sndiri pun tak ready.."

above all, God knows what is the best for you.. Dia x bagi bnda yg kite nak bukan sebab kite nasib malang ke ape, tapi sebab Dia tahu exactly things yg kita mampu buat atau tidak.. and kita dah ready ke belum..

so, be patient & bersyukurlah dgn kehidupan anda sekarang. there's always hope on the other side. you just have to wait for the right moment for it to strike! senyumkenyit

p/s: gambar xd kene mengena dgn post di atas. jelir