wake up call

sometimes, in this life, we need something powerful that will wake us up, so that we can stop dreaming about things.

yes, kenyataan itu mungkin pedih, tapi itu realiti. sebanyak mana kita menidakkan, selagi tu kita akan kerap kali disakiti.

so, wake up! bepijak di bumi yg nyata. redha dengan ketentuanNya.

afterall, tak semua benda yg kita nak sesuai untuk kita. Tuhan tau ape yg terbaik. Just wait and see.

So, sy nak berhenti berharap sejak 17/11/2011. All I want now is to be content with the life that I have right now, at this moment.

lost.

sometimes I wonder, does life being unfair to me or is it the other way around? Is it me? or is it me that is lack of planning, and thus, things didn't go as planned? or is it me who didn't know how to grab things at its best? and thus, I'm falling apart?

I don't know. All I know now is I feel lost. I feel something is missing. I feel distance. I feel hopeless, I feel nothing and something at the same time. I feel like I'm wasted my precious times. I feel like I'm the one who should be blamed.

Oh Allah, only You know what's best for me. Forgive me for all of my wrongdoings, forgive me..

Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part 1 soundtracks

The time is finally around the corner! Sangat tidak sabar utk tengok the next series of Twilight, The Breaking Dawn Part 1! It'll be released here in Malaysia on 24th November.. I thought of watching it more than once, boleh gitu?

Video klip utk lagu Bruno Mars, It Will Rain dah keluar which is the first soundtrack for this movie. Lagi satu lagu Christina Perri, A Thousand Years. Both of 'em are equally good I think.


That girl in this video? I bet lots of girls are super jealous of her!




Written by Christina herself, not to mention she's a huge fan of Twilight! I wish I could write, you know.. songs, stories, doesn't matter as long as I can produce something, I hope someday I would!


For all the Twilighters out there, you know who you are.. happy watching for this upcoming movie. It's reaching the ending, finally...

credit to google for the image.

kaki & kerusi

what is it with me & the chair? minggu ni je dah 3x kaki langgar kerusi.. and this one is the worst! kuku nk tercabut..! memang selalu macam ni.. dulu masa undergrad dah kene, sampai bengkok jari kaki. 4 hari lepas kene, hari ni kene lagi.. dang!

some people talking about making something memorable today, I guess I did mine already!

but hey, memang tarikh hari ni cantik, tapi tak perlu taksub sangat okay, it's just a number. Jangan sampai akidah kita tergugat.

blog revamp 2.0

how's my layout so far? rasa macam fresh pulak bila dah update layout nih. I've been thinking of changing it long time ago, tapi takde masa.. (buat2 busy). So, bila dah tukar layout, rasa semangat sikit nak upload story baru.

I'm home now! Extend cuti sempena raya Haji. Rasa macam lama sangat tak stay lama2 kat rumah, dengan harapan I'll get some sort of "semangat" bila kat kampus nanti. Up until one point, rasa give up sangat2. Tapi, mesti kuatkan semangat! Sekarang dah takde supervisor around untuk push and keep me on the time line.. Semua kene arrange & buat sendiri.

Harap2 dapat lah gaji bulan 12 nanti. I've been penniless sejak mid August hari tu. Seriously, memang sangat2 hopeless sekarang. Harap2 tuhan permudahkan segalanya. Kat rumah boleh tengok muka budak anak buah, hilang sekejap rasa risau, susah hati, stress dan segala macam perasaan negatif tu. Nak recharge balik the energy, and hopefully when the time comes, I'll be filled with lots and lots of semangat! Gambatte!

Kat umah ni kejenye asyik mendonlod cerita. Sekarang mode tengah carik balik cite2 lama yg menjadi kegemaran masa zaman remaja dulu. cewah! cite With Love, Ice World, The Cave of The Golden Rose. Buat stok tengok sampai muntah kat kampus nanti.

tengok ni masa umur 13 tahun, and all of my friends thought that Yutaka Takenouchi is the most hottest guy in the entire milky way! haha.. memang suka dia sangat2 lah! lagi2 time tu internet baru nak berkembang, memang sesuai dengan cerita nih kisah pasal email.

tengok ni sebab Yutaka berlakon, again!

this one memang satu fenomena yg dasat dulu. Tak silap masa sekolah rendah. Satu family memang akan tunggu2 cite ni kt tv2 dulu. Skang ada tayang balik kt tv9 kan, but never got the chance to watch it.

thanks to google for the images!