pffft!

oh yeah, hari ni rasa sangat lah loser. I dont have any mood to do anything, even takut sv mintak chapter 123..

the reason being is that, tak bangun sahur!

since last week dh praktis utk puasa, together with menggantikan puasa2, tapi, ye lah, rasa sedih sebab dah excited beli makanan siap2 malam tadi, dengan harapan nak bangun & bersahur happily.. tapi.. hampeh! totally like a loser!

and when I mengadu2 kat encik naim, die senyap je.. bila tanya, nape senyap? he answered like this.. "x tahu nak cakap ape, speechless, sebab tak sangka dedicated sangat nak bangun sahur, pastu boleh sedih..."

and I was like..."ohhh.. salah ke sedih tak bangun sahur? "

it's more like being angry actually, rather than feelin' sad. angry of not being able to stick to the plan that I've made... urgh! pfftt!