she misses her brother

Out of the blue, tibe2 rindu pulak kt my little & youngest brother. He's currently in Pahang serving his PLKN. Teringat masa mula2 dpt dulu, I felt so worried sebab dh tau perangai dia yg agak kepala angin and only my mum, the one and only yg tau mcm mana nak handle budak sorang nih. Die penah masuk sekolah lama aku, SMK Sg Pusu kt Gombak dulu, (rindunyee kat sekolah tu), but unfortunately, he only lasted 2 weeks kot. Pastu sanggup duduk depan gate malam2 buta semata2 nak balik umah.. aku pun dulu homesick jugak, tp rasenye better lagi dari die kot.. hihihi..

Tu yang risau, takut die buat macam tu lagi. Tapi, alhamdulillah, my mom cakap skrg ni rase die dah banyak berubah. From the way he talks, the way he acts and the way he tells my mother the story how he lives over there, my mum cakap cmni.. "umi rase adik dah banyak berubah, cakap pun elok2, pastu boleh siap jumpa orang dan salam lagi.." dia mmg gile sket adik aku sorang nih, sume benda buat ikut kepala dia je.. haha.. then my mum cakap lagi, mungkin org lain x nampak perubahan tu, tp she as his mother, boleh rasa & sgt2 bersyukur for that.

I guess mother's prayer is the most miracle thing. She once said that, "umi tak doa kt tuhan biar adik tak dpt PLKN (sbb kami berempat semua tak dapat), tapi umi mintak apa yg terbaik utk dia.." and I guess that was one well prayer. i love you umi..

this is the picture that he took. hehe, adik aku botakkk.. dulu skit pnye sayang rambut die, pacak sana, pacak sini.. muahahaha..

dulu pernah gaduh dgn dia, dan sangat tak sangka dia boleh nangis kt belakang umah.. x sangka sebab dlm byk2 kakak ngan abg yg die gaduh, bila dengan aku dia boleh nangis. agak terharu di situ.. keh3..

take care adik, love you always.. *konpem die rs nk muntah kalo bace nih*

gambar & data hilang kat memori kad

pernah tak terjadi bile tiba2 korang punye memori kad, it doesn't matter whether it is phone's memory, camera's memory or anything.. suddenly semua data & gambar dalam tu hilang bila korang nak transfer kat komputer? of course, mesti rase cuak gila2 kn, sbb ye la, pictures do speak louder than words. well, fret no more, sebab kalau korang google, ada banyak software yg korang boleh guna untuk retrieve balik all those images yg hilang. tapi, ad syarat:

bila kita dah pasti yg gmba tu memang hilang, jangan guna memori kad tu. instead, discard it and put it somewhere safe.

jangan korang duk tekan2 amik gmbar lain pulak. sbb, chances untuk korang recover balik gambar2 yg dh hilang tu boleh jadi next to zero, kadang2 mmg x boleh dapat langsung disebabkan gambar yg lama tu korang dh overwrite dgn gambar2 yg baru. it happened once to my friend, hilang semua gmba kawen , grad dia.. sedih kan?

okay, for the software, byk memang byk, but most of them you have to pay to fully utilise it. tapi, kalau pndai carik mcm kt 4shared, there are numbers of people yg share software2 ni siap dgn keygen skali. As for me, so far yg aku pernah guna File Scavenger & Zero Assumption Recovery (ZAR). dan memang dh penah tlg mmbe skali, alhamdulillah semua gambar boleh direcover balik.

try it out ok..

love the one you're with

Ok, for this entry, nk buat book review sikit pasal buku ni. For the record, buku ni yg paling cpt aku habes baca. I bought it on Friday, and managed to finish it up on Monday! Applause for myself.
slalunye, lame jgk nk abeskn bc 1 buku, depends kt mood and time. But this one book is extraordinary for me. Once bace, susah nk put it down! rs nk bace dan bace smpi abes. Maybe it is because of the title yg buat aku rs nk abeskan cepat2 kot.


well, overall buku ni best! All of my questions that start with "what if.." has been answered pretty much in this book. Basically, buku ni pasal this one girl yg bnama Ellen. She just got married for 3 months, and she's so sure that the man she married is the man of her dream and they will definitely live happily ever after. tapiii.. pd satu hari, Ellen tserempak dgn ex-bf die.. from the outside, nmpk mcm 2 org tjmpe di tgh jln is a normal thing. tapi, kt dlm ati Ellen hanya tuhan je yg tau. mcm2 die fikir..

so, as the story moves, byk bnde yg si Ellen ni fikir, boleh dikatakn, yg aku pun terfikir and maybe... just maybe okayh, aku akan buat bnda yg sama yg Ellen ni buat. Seriously, the writer of this book mmg sgt pandai tulis cerita dan seolah2 mmg itu adlh decision yg pasti kita akan buat kalau kita adlh Ellen. Thumbs up to you, writer!
my favourite part is on page 80 sbb kt stu mmg ad satu part yg 100% happened to me, once, a long time ago.

The ending agak menyentuh hati, sbb ad satu part ni tbe2 teringt kt my other half, as he is definitely has done the same thing to me, the way Ellen's husband did. sedih sekejap di situ.. hehe.. well, you just don't know what you've got till it's gone, do ya? and for some people, they are just plain lucky to realize that they are not too little too late to change their decision, and the happiness is once again yours to cherish forever.

humming happily

Today I'm pretty much excited! yes, I can't remember feeling any excited since last month, kot.. One of many things that we both have been planning together, (when I say we, I mean me & him
) is 99.9% complete! Alhamdulillah. Though there were sooo many obstacles that came along the way, tp akhirnya kami bjaya jgk capai impian yg satu ni.. insyaAllah nanti bile si dia dh smpi, I'll post the picture here. hee


so, lps ni bleh proceed with the next plan.. semoga segalanya akan dipermudahkan olehNya, kan syg?

I remember this one sentence that I read somewhere on the net..

"bila satu bnda tu bukan milik kita, even kita dh hampir2 nk capai bnde tu, ia x kn jd hak milik kita. and when that something is truly ours, sooner or later, no matter how many obstacles that we have to endure along the way, it will be ours! akan ttp jd milik kita jugak!"

Alhamdulillah.. Thanks Allah, dear God.

bersabar wahai hati

when something unpleasant happened to us, the best thing that we can do as a humble human being is, berserah kpdNya, yakin yg maybe buat mase ni, bnde ni bukan tbaik utk kite, tp pasti akan jd tbaik nnt. tapi.... kalo bnde tu bukan salah kite, and yet yg kne bad consequence tu adlh kite, for sure hati akan jd lebih perit dan pedih utk trime kenyataan tu..

bersabarlah wahai hati.. hnya Dia yg lebih mengetahui segalanya.

im not in a stable mood

it's been a while since my last post here. nk kate xd cite, well, byk bnde yg bleh dikongsi. but for now, I'm not in my best condition. x tau nape, tp rs sgt down skrg. I'm mad at myself sbb suke sgt buat keje half way. buat skit, benti. buat sket, benti..

haishh..! i dont even know where I put my resolutions. br 11 hari kt 2011, tp diri sndiri dh buat perangai. i used to think that bile kte dh umur 25, all those missions will be accomplished. and we are at 100% confidence level of ourselves. tapiii..... x pun! still rs mcm byk bnde x dicapai, and kdg2, well, most of the time kottt, rs low self esteem. x cntik la, itu la, ini la... adoi! apa macam ini? pastu, bile buat something, either it work, halfway, or it wont work at all! sudah kurang kah tahap keefisienan diri ni?

hmm.. x bleh jadi. harus berubah!

p/s: kte x ptt rs jeles dgn kebahagiaan org lain, tp kalau si dia dgn kepoyooan dan keberlagakn diri yg agak terserlah, sudah pasti rs meluat menerjah diri, bukan? and yes, aku meluat dgn dia. baik mcm mane pun, ad je nk tunjuk lagak! buwek!

happy new year!

Rsnye masih x terlmbat utk ucap Selamat Tahun bary @ Happy New year guys! I started my new year back at home, sbb my mum mintak teman anta my youngest bro g PLKN.. so, ad gk experience tgok bdk2 ni register, naik bas sume2..

well, talking about new year, there must be new resolutions, eh? mine is to complete all incomplete resolutions for last year. kidding! :p but, one thing for sure.. harap2 tahun ni dpt settle down with the person that I love.. that would be my biggest dream of the year. semoga dipermudahkn olehNya. insyaAllah.

and its already 1.26 in the morning. masih x dpt tido sbb td dh 2 jam terbongkang atas katil.. ujan lebat & sejuk & letih pnye pasal. jom main farmville dulu.